Satisfaction is Not Guaranteed

Nothing will ever satisfy
My cursed existence
Hopelessness towards my misfit
Life of Despair
I try so hard to make things right
But nothing will suffice
If I’m God’s loving creation
Why is this detriment
Meant to be condemned
As the old men say, happiness is so unreal
Emotion is reduced to suppression
Compression for facades of valiant
Leading to Emptiness being satisfaction