Out of Order

Tear me down
Light me up
I fall down
There’s no going up
Hit me back, take a note, just gimme a sign
Back on track, still afloat, wish I could rewind
On the edge, leaping off, running out of time
I’m running, running
Running
Cause my mind is out of order
But I can’t afford it
I’m living in a nightmare
Why am I running towards it
Forehead to the pavement
Warnings I ignore 'em
Guidance I ignore 'em
Comforts I ignore 'em, simply cause I
Love the pain
Yeah I love the pain
Yeah I love the pain
Tell me why do I love it?
Wear me down
Light me up
I call out
I can’t come up
Sitting back, not a rush, take a little time
Off the track, broken off, things I can’t rewind
On the edge, leaping off, thinking I was fine with running
Running
Now my eyes are out of focus
Fragile like a lotus
Higher than a mountain
No one seem to notice
Forehead to the pavement
Warnings I ignored 'em
Guidance I ignored 'em
Tears just keep on pouring
Don’t care because I
Love the pain
Yeah I love the pain
Yeah I love the pain
Tell me why do I love it?
Cause I love the pain
Yeah cause I love the pain
Yeah I love the pain
Tell me why do I love it?
Tell me why do I love it?
Why do I love it?
Why do I love it-
Why do I love it…