Favorite Disease

Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to, haunted,
voices, craving, someone to run
to, i haven’t lost myself in a long time, i never tried to care
when i wanted to, i just want
to be part of something, i just want to be real like you
Sometimes, i feel like a monster, and times, ifeel like a saint,
i’m on my knees, you’re my favorite disease
Silent, warnings, tell me, that i’ve let things come, undone,
show me, teach me, the way to heaven, cause no other way can, i havent lost myself in a long time,
i never tried to care when
i wanted to, i just wanted to to be part of something,
i just wanted to be real like you
Closer, closer, closer to you, i need to be closer,
i have closure, and get closer to you,
every step i take…
And i love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me,
i love the way you kill me, love the
way you heal me, i love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me