Deranged

Came back from the dead, I don’t know where I lost my head
I’m feeling drained from the lies, but I’m full of surprise
I took the light from the wrong one, the prayers from the wrong nun
As though everything I learned was beat down and burned
And now I rise, above it all, and now I break
Through the wall of my mistakes, nature’s call, I am awake
Even though I am deranged, stuck in a rut I am deranged
Don’t give a fuck I am deranged, shun from the light, I am deranged
Wrong when I’m right, I am
Came back feeling dead, I don’t know how I ever said
I’d be the one to compromise, it only lead to my demise
I gave my love to the wrong one, the shots from the wrong gun
As though everything I learned was beat down and burned
And now I rise, above it all, and now I break
Through the wall of my mistakes, nature’s call, I am awake
Even though I am deranged, stuck in a rut I am deranged
Don’t give a fuck I am deranged, shun from the light, I am deranged
Wrong when I’m right, I am