Contagious

Is this the bitter end?
I feel my mangled soul ascend
How do I stay alive?
When I am choosing to deprive
Oh the rain is burning me like fire
It helps me with the pain
Oh another broken bleak desire
I’m held back by the chains
The more that we suffer
The more it’s contagious, outrageous
We’ll never feel alone again
Crawling back inside me
Whispers of the weeping
Thoughts of what I could be
Secrets that I’m keeping
Methods of a failure
Blinded by depression
Searching for a savior
Enlighten my expression
Oh the rain is burning me like fire
It helps me with the pain
Oh another broken bleak desire
I’m held back by the chains
The more that we suffer
The more it’s contagious, outrageous
We’ll never feel alone again