Bad Idea

Here we go again, there’s a hurricane in my head
Cos of something someone said
And I’m used to drawing red
And here I go again, hearing noises in my mind
Trying to numb what I feel inside
Thinking pain will make it quiet
It’s building up
I’ve had enough
Can’t handle myself, so
I lock the door
Lay on the floor
I think this will help
But…
Hold on a second, it’s a bad idea
Don’t hurt yourself, it’s a bad idea
Breathe in, breathe out
Just let it go
You know it’s not in your control
Don’t hurt yourself, it’s a bad idea
So many times I didn’t want be alive
It’s too heavy in this life
Am i strong enough to fight
And how many times can I feel more alone
Tired of my aching bones
Need someone to hold me close
It’s building up
I’ve had enough
Can’t handle myself, so
I lock the door
Lay on the floor
I think this will help
But…
Hold on a second, it’s a bad idea
Don’t hurt yourself, it’s a bad idea
Breathe in, breathe out
Just let it go
You know it’s not in your control
Don’t hurt yourself, it’s a bad idea
I came and I conquered
Survived in the fire
I’m strong
My pain is my power
I don’t have to fight on my own
Hold on a second, it’s a bad idea
Don’t hurt yourself it’s a bad idea
Breathe in, breathe out
Just let it go
You know it’s not in your control