Sword

I lay on my bed
Trying to escape thoughts of you
The sword is above my head
I trying to escape what I ought to do
I lay on my bed
Trying to escape thoughts of you
The sword is above my head
I trying to escape what I ought to do
I’m in my home, I am alone
I’m in the struggle with my own
With my own
Will, the time is going on
Hours and hours of laying on this bed
My head
I lay on my bed
Trying to escape thoughts of you
The sword is above my head
I trying to escape what I ought to do
I lay on my bed
Trying to escape thoughts of you
The sword is above my head
I trying to escape what I ought to do
On a rope, on a thread
Wanna know what do I need
On a rope, on a thread
But I can’t understand, oh
It seems like I’m a God because I have two wills
But if I am a perfect creature why do I have disgusting feelings?
And now why can’t I just stand up, use this time I’m wasting
Clean up the dam of unsolved cases
On a extremely wispy rope there is a shiny sharpened sword
And I’m afraid to tear the rope with every single word
But I discovered, in this hell one thing that crushes me as well
It seems like I’ve put this sword above me by myself
I’m fighting with my will
I’m fighting with my will
I’m fighting with, I’m fighting with
I’m fighting with my will
I’m fighting with my will
I’m fighting with my will
I’m fighting with, I’m fighting with
I’m fighting with my will, o-oh
I lay on my bed
Trying to escape thoughts of you
The sword is above my head
I trying to escape what I ought to do
I lay on my bed
Trying to escape thoughts of you
The sword is above my head
I trying to escape what I ought to do
On a rope, on a thread
Wanna know what do I need
On a rope, on a thread
But I can’t understand, oh