Listen. Don't Panic

Maps are not what I think they are.
They leave me lost at night, just like ships in the dark
Well do you think your eyes are sinking deeper,
but I can’t help, I cannot help you out
Well come on, come on, come on,
Well come on, and just listen.
Well come on, come on, come on,
Well come on, and don’t panic now.
I used to laugh like a child, but then I screamed like a wee girl.
My illness is my best friend in your world
At fifteen, I feel a burning pain; the doctor starts to shake.
My body’s broken and I won’t be the same.
If I can’t afford, then maybe my love’s no good.
Cause if I can’t afford, then maybe my life’s no good.
My legs will walk around, I like to sing at night.
My demons shout and laugh, 'Pull yourself together boy.'