Fathomed

I slept through the storm
but sailed the sea and lived
and the salt on my skin reminded me
of what this place has to give
I swam through the tides
and dived for unknown wrecks
And I’ve cut my veins wide open
for a world I don’t understand
I inhaled the streams
to let my last breath go
and I drifted through the currents
just to go with the flow
I drowned all my thoughts
just to see how it feels
sweetest suffocation that never
resembled with all my needs
So I drank from the ocean
'til there was nothing left
revealed all your treasures
stole what’s worth and sold the theft
running over the same old plans
while waiting for the world to blink
then break
and cut
all goals apart
I missed the mark
to fix all things
I broke apart
I never fixed it