Another Boy Drowning

Monday morning, I looked the mirror in the eyes
I think I’d kill myself, if I ever wet blind
your life is slipping away,
you found out you’re older than you thought
— you were today
You’ve gotta stay optimistic
It gets harder by the second
We all know we’re edging our way toward — the end.
— carving hearts & crosses in my head —
There’s people on the streets
throwin' rocks at themselves
Coz they ain’t got no money —
& they’re livin' in hell —
But there’s animals down the road
adding fuel to this heat
It never did take much guts to be a sheep.
There are no voices — as the time approaches,
I wanted to be like Bob Dylan
Until I discovered Moses
Saturday night & I was lying in my bed
The window was open & raindrops
Were bouncing off my head
When it HIT me like a Thunderbolt!!!
«;I don’t know nothing- & I’m scared
that I never will»;