My Immortal Guardian

You have ruined my whole life
All the pain and the fear
This is for all the poisoned knives in my back
To sleep is no escape
My dreams are painted black
By Agony, no clarity
You were all that I had
My immortal guardian
Serenity, calamity
I am falling through black clowds
Endless and deep
There"s no air that fills my lungs
It suffocated me
To sleep is no escape
My dreams are painted black
By Agony, no clarity
You were all that I had
My immortal guardian
Serenity, calamity
This still feels not like heaven
For me you disappeared
Spread out the wings of solace
My life is a temple of endless fear
You have ruined my whole life
All the pain and the fear
This is for all the poisoned knives in my back
This is the reckoning
Buried in oblivion
This still feels not like heaven
For me you disappeared
Spread out the wings of solace
My life is a temple of endless fear
Throughout the years
Negtection