Not Scared, Terrified

I pulled my coat on tight and stood in the hall
Dust in a shaft of light floating by the wall
I started crying to myself
It wasnt in my head
It was physical
Like ghosts hung on thread
A bunch of chemicals
I started laughing to myself
When you pulled out your heart
I scrambled up I scrambled up When you asked me my past
I made it up
I made it up But now suddenly I feel Im gonna be ok You know you could help yourself
You could help yourself
You will not turn to rust
You wont turn to dust
You started laughing to yourself
When you pulled out your heart
I scrambled up I scrambled up When you asked me my past
I made it up
I made it up But now suddenly I feel Im gonna be ok When you pulled out your heart
I scrambled up I scrambled up When you asked me my past
I made it up
I made it up But now suddenly I feel Im gonna be Oh Im gonna be ok