The Worm Engine

Hallucinating I can feel it overtake
A desperate cry from a desolate place
Humiliation, there’s no turning back
If there was a way to escape
Would you take it?
Or persist and let it consume
Every mental visual is the work of your own god
Mind control mechanism of a fatal perpetual brain damage
Adrenaline pumps through my veins
This fear creates a monster within
And I keep forgetting what it’s all about
Inner thoughts weave patterns of webs
That tangle and restrict composure
It must be time, to seek for approval, from your higher self
For each sequence is predetermined, until the game is over
And when it all ceases in an instant, nothing really matters
Lifesaving apparatus
Providing motive force
Of an insatiable thirst