Questions I've Never Asked

Wish you could see what’s left of me
Before even more has gone away
Never fit in
This good guy never wins
Even if I cheated while I played
It’s been so long that I might get some things wrong
I remember how it used to be
Hope they last, memories of the past
As time goes by they get hard to believe
Finding answers to questions I’ve never asked
Like how long forever is gonna last
My days are dark but night is bright
Wrong turning could be right
End up all alone
An over reaction to a distraction in my way
That won’t matter after today
It’s hard for me to rewind
Those out of focus seeds in my mind
When they start coming back to me
Clearer than any movie scene
That I have ever seen
Plant a seed I won’t be there to see become a tree
If it never grows
Stays in the ground, ever grown
Nobody ever has to know
If it dies, that’s how it goes
That’s how it goes