Had / Have

You didn’t notice
But I saw your head in the sand
Wasted on the past
Words were holding you back
Did I dream of you?
Did we drive down the 101 with nothing to do?
You sang a solo off of Kind of Blue
That’s when I thought, I thought I knew you
I didn’t know it
But you saw my face in the dirt
When we were in the redwoods and then at Pfeiffer Beach
That really messed me up
I put myself here on a plane to nowhere
Coast to coast
I liked you the most near
At least that’s what I tell myself