If You Won't Burn With Me Then I'll Burn Alone

This is far too soon.
.for another uncoiled tear to mend itself
How «soon is now», when i repeat a distant following of words.
.that i’m reluctant to speak outloud
While she’s trying and pushing.
.for consistency, for once
Sunshine
Whose darkness fades to light?
Bringing about dreams that don’t seem «right.»
When this time comes, you’ll say «sunshine.»
The next time.
That i try.
It makes no difference.
Only in consequence
How many times have i watched you die.
.and you’ll say.
SUNSHINE!