Lightning Rod

I am waiting on a mountaintop
For the moment that the sky will strike
My apologies are forever lost
Soon two ashes in a flash of light
Miles away from me Hope is fading soon
Gone forever is a waste of time
My intentions like a ???
Only bring to me a fading light
Locked up forever inside
I look to the stars and ask why
Oh, if they could just change my dark heart to feel
All our ???
Thrown away
I am waiting like the single bloom
Lost forever in the storm of life
My intentions like a ???
Only bring to me a fading light
Locked up forever inside
I look to the stars and ask why
Oh if they could just show these wounds how to heal
Here I am My last stand
And I know for all the rising and falling there’s nothing to show
Throw me down, throw me down, throw me down…
It’s been raining
And I will pay
World must come to me
I am a lightning rod
I am waiting
On a mountaintop
World above me He will strike me Locked up forever inside
I look to the stars and ask why
Oh if they could just change my dark heart to feel
All I am My last stand
And I know for all the rising and falling there’s nothing to show