Breathing Farewell's Sigh

tender twilight
a little like July
drifting idly by
grey clouds smear the sky
there is rain inside of my lullaby
telling me not to cry
breathing farewell’s sigh
kissing me good-bye
the raindrops falling from on-high
as the grief streams from my eyes
the tears they crystalize
why can’t I
leave it all behind
it’s forever on my mind
will this be the last time?
darker, dire
is it despair or desire
taking all that is mine
love is in disguise
hiding in your smile
if only you or I…
is their nothing left to try?
is their never knowing why?
I am terrified
raindrops falling from on-high
there is rain inside of my lullaby
kissing me good-bye
why can’t I
leave it all behind?
it’s forever on my mind
will this be the last time?