I am Shotgun

I feel something creeping up my spine, going straight to my head
My defenses breaking, walls are shaking, I am under attack
Slowly but surely it gets a hold of me
It’s eating me alive
Before long, I know I’m gonna crack
And watch it take its place in the driver’s seat and I am
Shotgun, I’m just a ride-along
Destination unknown
I’m riding shotgun
Me and the other one
Going downhill from here on
These days it feels like it’s impossible to even get out of bed
It’s like I know which buttons to push but my thoughts are no longer my own
Slowly but surely it gets a hold of me
It’s eating me alive
Before long, I know I’m gonna crack
And watch it take its place in the driver’s seat and I am
Shotgun, I’m just a ride-along
Destination unknown
I’m riding shotgun
Me and the other one
Going downhill from here on
It’s a tricky situation
My frustration
I no longer feel like myself
Dead man driving
Dead man driving
My defenses breaking, walls are shaking, I am under attack
Dead man driving
Dead man driving
Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?