Suspend

Trapped in time
At the edge of reality
If I could stand
And look it in the eyes
And change back
To the way things were
Take everything away
So I am not suspended
Suspended above my life
Hovering around my fears
Feelings change
You’ve changed too
And I can’t speak
And I can’t know
And I’m not alone
And I fall
And I am far
And I am fear
And my tears flood
And I fall
And I can’t see
And I can’t leave
And I’m far beyond
And I fall
And I am near
And I am real
And my heart longs
And I am