Choke

Laying down my head, yet sleep is not an option
With the weights that you’ve laid upon my chest
Wishing I could run, but you’d catch up anyway
Laying down my head, yet sleep is not an option
With the weights that you’ve laid upon my chest
Wishing I could run, but you’d catch up anyway
And I’m gonna end up losing- no peace, no rest
Just stay away
You’re giving me the pills that I choke on
Look at the mess that you’ve made of me
I hope it all comes back, and one day you will choke on this
Going back and forth in my general well-being
Not sure of what is right or should cause alarm
I can’t figure out what it is to be normal
And I really wish you would stop counseling me
Just stay away
You’re giving me the pills that I choke on
Look at the mess that you’ve made of me
I hope it all comes back, and one day you will choke on…
…This isn’t normal, right?
The conflict I keep inside
There’s nothing left of me
But only I can set me free
Not sure how I got here or how long it has been
But I’m starting to grow tired of these sterile walls
And there you sit at the foot of my bed
And no amount of treatment can make you disappear
Just stay away
You’re giving me the pills that I choke on
Look at the mess that you’ve made of me
I hope it all comes back, and one day you will choke on…
…This isn’t normal, right?
The conflict I keep inside
There’s nothing left of me
But only I can set me free