Crazy

I feel crazy half the time
The other half I wanna die
It’s harder to go outside
When all you wanna do is cry
My old friends don’t call me
Likely because they’re busy
But my mind, it’s not easy
Not easy to believe
I feel crazy half the time
I feel crazy half the time
I feel crazy half the time
Everyone tells me I’m fine
I feel crazy half the time
Check 1, 2, check
I claw my face with a piece of glass
So I wouldn’t have to go to church
I’ve done more drugs than a Rolling Stone
I forget why I’m even here
What’s the point in anything
When everything means nothing
All alone in a crowded room
Nothing’s real, nothing’s good
And you wanna die but you don’t know how
To tell your mom you don’t believe in God
I’m older now than I was then
But all I want is to born again
I feel crazy half the time
I feel crazy half the time
I feel crazy half the time
Everyone tells me I’m fine
I feel crazy all the time