My Shadow

Kill me I’m useless
Cauterize life itself
Abuse and outshine one another
Last one down lives for ever
I swallow the fear
It’s darkness and chemical time
These walls have eyes
A love like crime
Seal the absence of my shadow
All my dreams condoning arrows
Killing my defiance and
Unwind the broken wires in me
She said my obsessions would lead me to hell
That the flesh is weak — now just watch how (Unheard by God)
Lysergic propulsion, teen nymphomania
Neural deficiencies and stray dog values (Abandon me)
Blasting trough the normative
Surrender is useless my friend
I won’t take the pressure off (Inherit the lie)
So tell me. Do you spit or swallow?
A dying light
Fading
Why?
Seal the absence of my shadow
All my dreams condoning arrows
Killing my defiance and
Unwind the broken wires in me
Drained I lay
Branded for life
My shadow fades