Today Is Not Real

In a half hour
I’ll be fine
The next 29 minutes
Are gonna flow like concrete
My heart’ll get so low
It could touch my feet
So just leave me alone
There’s nothin' I need
I’ll feel better
I’ll feel better
I will admit the lows keep me alive
If it wasn’t for the changes
I would probably die
Like how the dark never seems
That dark when it’s finally light
My concentration is a knot
But this depression keeps it tight
I’ll feel better
I’ll feel better
I’m like the cold dead winter
Finally looking for the spring
You’re the nice warm sun
You give birth to everything
Like a patient coming out of surgery
I remember how to feel
Like a traumatized victim
The past half hour wasn’t real
I’ll feel better
I’ll feel better
So make up lies
And convince yourself they’re true
Who am I to tell you what to do?
In a half hour
I’ll be fine
The next 29 minutes
Are gonna flow like concrete