Bathtub

I am washing my hair with soap
I am sitting down in the shower
It is this dirty type of clean
That keeps me trapped in here for hours
Still I scrub and scrub until my body bleeds
Convince myself I am coming clean
Forget and ignore who I used to be
That kid is never coming back
Relax my muscles
And all of a sudden I am scared
All of a sudden I can’t breathe
All of a sudden I am nothing
In this moment
You are everything
She says can you feel that?
Oh, what a marvelous sensation
She says could you please take me off speaker phone
This is a private conversation
And I am washing my hair with soap
Yes I am washing my hair with soap
Yes I am washing my hair with soap
Yes I am washing my hair with soap, with soap
But there is air inside of my lungs
And it is keeping me afloat
He says his grandpa’s in the mafia
He is the nicest guy I know
So I will run and run
Maybe drive my car
Baby, look at me now, I have come so far
And I don’t know where my family’s from
But I’ve got this stereotypical temper
I cannot shake
Relax all the muscles in my face
And all of a sudden I am scared
All of a sudden I can’t breathe
All of a sudden I am nothing
In this moment
You are everything
She says can you feel that?
Oh, what a marvelous sensation
She says could you please take me off speaker phone
This is a private conversation
And I am washing my hair with soap
Yes I am washing my hair with soap
Yes I am washing my hair with soap
Yes I am washing my hair with soap, with soap