The Last Letter

Here is the letter
The last letter
The last ever
I am so sorry
You’re the last one
I’d ever
Want to hurt.
My life has always
Been heading for this
It has to be this way
I have no choice.
Thank you for being so good
For seeing to me
If it had not been for you
This could have taken place
Sooner.
You deserve better than this here last letter
I never was one
To try.
I never was any good,
Was I?