Panic

Put on my blush and lipstick
And try to look optimistic
Maybe I had a shot
But I think I already missed it
Baby, if I seem cold
It’s cause I’m scared of getting old
And the promise you said I had
Is the same our parents hold
I’m scared it won’t get better
Could this be it forever?
I’m scared it won’t get better
Could this be it forever?
Don’t want to seem careless
But the minutes make me anxious
When the hours turn to days
I feel our youth is all behind us
So many place I’ll never go, books I’ll never open
So many lovers I’ll never meet or laugh with on that
I’m scared it won’t get better
Could this be it forever?
I’m scared it won’t get better
Could this be it forever?