Since You Died

People ask how I’ve been doin since I lost you
I say «i'm fine.»
I just say that I still feel like, oh, you’re with me
They smile, I speak
They don’t know what I got waitin' when I get home
It’s such a shame
And every time I hear the doorbell ring itself, I get so excited yeah!
I feel numb as I sprawl my body across my bed
The shades are closed
Half-asleep and half-scared to death, you know I hate ghosts
Except for you!
And as I feel invisible fingers runnin' up and down my spine
I call your name
And everytime I see the lights turning on and off, I can feel the blood rush to
my skin
People ask how I’ve been doin since I lost you
I say «i'm fine.»
And as a matter of fact, yeah, we get along better since you died
I smile, they don’t
They don’t know what I’ve got waitin' when I get home
It is such a shame
And every time invisible laughter is in my ear, I can hardly keep my hands off
myself