Wave of Youth

The broken glass wasn’t the issue
Was a catalyst, just a reason to
An accident, a stroke of fate
I tried to hold it in, but I could feel it break
Build me up to tear me down
I fought so hard not to drown
Build me up to tear me down
Riding this wave of youth
The pattern repeats the truth
You can’t understand, it’s happened again
So down on my hands
It’s my fault
There’s nothing left to give, you have it all
I guess that’s not enough
It’s my fault
Staring out as I begin to fall
It never was enough
Like a parasite feeding on my doubt
Made me believe I needed help
Tried to hold it in, it wanted out
It wanted out
Build me up to tear me down
I fought so hard not to drown
Build me up to tear me down
Riding this wave of youth
The pattern repeats the truth
You can’t understand, it’s happened again
So down on my hands
It’s my fault
There’s nothing left to give, you have it all
I guess that’s not enough
It’s my fault
Staring out as I begin to fall
It never was enough
I blame myself for everything
I fought so hard not to drown
I held up the walls, you pulled the strings
And now it’s all crashing down
So please remind me
Of who I’m supposed to be
'Cause now I’m finding
It’s tearing at the seams
Riding this wave of youth
The pattern repeats the truth
You can’t understand, it’s happened again
So down on my hands
It’s my fault
It’s my fault
There’s nothing left to give, you have it all
There’s nothing left to give, you have it