I Should Leave Right Now

You should know by now
What I was doing all by myself
The time has worn us out
I have lost my wind, roll the windows down
Find me some comfort
Leave me alone
The one at the bottom
I see, there’s nothing I wonder
I see through the holes in us
And I am kneeling distraught
I will always feel there’s something gone
I’m belittled but I find it wrong
I saw breaking day and I
Saw the current state of us
I should leave right now
No one is keeping me on this ground
Move out to somewhere south
Where the weather is warm
And I feel less doubt
Maybe I’m running
From what I know
Something is different
I need a new place to wander
I’m leaving to grow for now
And I am kneeling distraught
I will always feel there’s something gone
I’m belittled but I find it wrong
I saw breaking day and I
Found the current state of us
Well I was dying to leave this place I know
Traded it in for something I can relate to
I’ll find out who I really am
It takes some time but maybe that’s okay, yeah
Trying to make my way past hope
Do what I can with everything that I’ve been through
I’ll take my chances to live again
It’s all to move on
To the seas if they will take you home
It’s a journey just to find your own
It will take your hate
When you find that place
Well I was dying to leave this place I know
Traded it in for something I can relate to
I’ll find out who I really am
It takes some time but maybe that’s okay, yeah
Trying to make my way past hope
Do what I can with everything that I’ve been through
I’ll take my chances to live again