Some Days I Don't Want to Sing (O' death Where Is Thy Sting?)

Is this the end, are we in?
Do I watch all my friends
Just take dives off of cliffs?
'Cause their heads are full of questions
We can’t know now, unless we go
And the weight of the world
Does not rest on your shoulders
No, it strains and it bends
On the same arms that hope sends
So don’t carry it now, yeah lower it down
When faith dies and hope flies
Then love must prevail
Or else this all means nothing
So carry my heart home
Or just leave me alone
Just don’t be in between reality and me
If you calm all the waves
And my friends rise from graves
Will they still have to die again a second time?
Or will we rejoice when they rise?
Now I must crucify all my truth and all my lies
I’ve believed so many things just because someone told me
When given choice of grace or abandonment
Would anyone just walk away?
I don’t know if I know today