I Wanted to Believe

It’s not that I don’t believe
That You’re here before me
I just need a little time
To comprehend Your alibi
It’s not that I don’t agree
With the words that You told me
I just need to understand
The holes I see in both Your hands
I feel Your torn up hands
I feel Your open ribs
I wanted to believe
I wanted to believe
I followed You from day one
Saw You turn water into wine
Was it all just in my mind
Now I’m in too deep
Running for my life
With the truth You gave me
So would You call me close
Am I a friend—or just a common ghost
I feel Your torn up hands
I feel Your open ribs
I wanted to believe
I wanted to believe
I had my doubts Your here again
But I won’t fake it, I won’t fake it
I’m not looking to clear my name
I can take it, I can take it
I feel Your torn up hands
I feel Your open ribs
I wanted to believe
I wanted to believe