I've Gotta Quit Kidding Myself

I’ve had a bad dream again
I’ll wake up alone and my thoughts had all hit the bottom
Your eyes were just out of sight
We’ll leave this place here tonight
(Am I dreaming of leaving?)
I knew that from the minute that I met you
My head would make it harder to forget you
It’s playing on my mind and it’s never getting easier
But I can’t see inside your head
So I’ll just waste my time instead
Hanging my head by the phone
An empty dial tone
So I’ll just wait for her call again
I’ve gotta quit kidding myself into this
Because kidding myself won’t make it better
Now I can admit, I’ve dropped myself in all this
But now I can say I tried believing
I can say I tried believing now
I’ve been beat here again
I’ll talk on my own because my thoughts had all been forgotten
Your eyes are still out of sight
I’ll make my way for goodbyes
And I can’t say another word
My spilled feelings are overheard
Long nights spent by your home
An empty dial tone