Shredded Pieces

I am trapped in a lie
I need to progress
Will I start again with me someday?
This is not a dream!
Sometimes it’s like that there is nothing left
No it’s not a dream
Wonder how it would be to tell you anything
What might be the consequences
This is what I remember the most
All alone, here I am
I am the one who haunts what cannot be defined
Sticks and stone may break my bones
The shredded pieces of the only life I know
A piece of life handed to me and unconscious poisoning
This evil spell my bloods have forced on me
A distance from what I love
A realization, I never saw the fucking light
Days like nights
I’m trapped under ice
Days like nights
I can’t see with my blurry eyes
I can’t see the light