Geilt

Howling of flickering hosts
Clouds of shades torment me
Swirling brings the shadows on my unconscious mind
Snarl of snapping reason
Shock sends conscience spinning
From below tide rises
Clear to grey
Blacken to blind
Thoughts slither away
Bestial stars burning a pure white madness
In white the colours shimmer
The black builds behind the dam
Swirling tidal roar
I am light as light
I am strong without fault
I see further than sight
To the stars bringing Geilt
Desire fights the black
The failure is ordained
Suffocate the mind gag
Better to strangle the air than to wrestle with insanity
Better to claw at a deity than to tear at its veil
Screams deafen with absence
Smell of life escaping
Boiling in twisted vein
Glisten on cold starlit metal
I am light as light
I am strong without fault
I see further than sight
To the stars bringing Geilt
It crossed the chasm
Its sides shaking with vulgar randomness
Between Geilt and Ecstacy
The bastion of sanity