I'm Not Coming

I’m not ready to sign my life away
I’m not ready to plan out every day
I don’t know what my heart is going to say
Please respect me and let me find my way
I’m not happy with a heart torn at the seams
I’m not happy denying you your dreams
If I can’t be honest and tell you how I feel
Won’t we both be lying and none of this is real?
Ready or not, I’m not coming
It hurts me a lot, but I’m not coming
Guilty or not I can’t come with you now
I’m probably making the biggest mistake
Can you understand my mind is somewhere else?
I’ve never been so confused
You’ve made me an offer I have to refuse
I’m sorry I don’t have the guts to go
I’m sorry we didn’t make the dream come true
They say you never know how it would have turned out
I’m sorry, but in this case I do
I’m sorry for me, I’m sorry for us and I’m sorry for you
Ready or not, I’m not coming
It hurts me a lot, but I’m not coming
Guilty or not I can’t come with you now