Anhedonia

So many years searching my life
Don’t let me down
I keep letting me down
Washing away, craving my time
I keep craving more time
I keep hiding away
Searching for answers
Believing the lie
Delusional dream
Tortured by needs
Strengthened by weakness
Engraved in the mind
Something that frightens
And weakens within
Anhedonia
Thoughts swept away
My force-fed existence
Creating new life
Deliver me now
Triggered by pain
Corrupting my weakness
Engaging new life
Something that frightens
And weakens within
Hide away
Can you feel
That you are more than you know
Something that frightens
And weakens within
We realize that we don’t feel alive
Anhedonia (I don’t feel alive)
Hide away
Can you feel
That you are more than you know