Umbilical

I’ve seen this ending
Pour some salt in the wound
I might have done the deed in time
I might have cut it deep enough
A single moment and the dark is unmistakeable (so much pain in the living)
A subtle motion that is undeniable (all is lost in when the love is empty)
See through my eyes (so much pain in the denial)
Take what you need and let me erase all these memories (everything is a blur.
I’ve had enough)
There must have been a thousand nights that it felt like its crumbling upon me
(The world is crashing down on me)
It feels like a thousand times that I lay here staring at the ceiling
(Trying to discover why it is that you need me)
I want to make it different and overly dramatic
Something to remember me as I was in life
A single moment and the dark is unmistakeable (so much pain in the living)
A subtle motion that is undeniable (all is lost in when the love is empty)
See through my eyes (so much pain in the denial)
Take what you need and let me erase all these memories (everything is a blur.
I’ve had enough)