Only For A Moment

Take back control
The old part of me like gold is sold
But no one knows it
So it’s only shown when half my body’s gone cold
Give it a day and you’re the only abuser
But the minute you leave me
Feeling a loser
Try to move on and lying
To find a new one
It’s so easy to give up to load up my gun so
Leave me in the dark
I’ll find my way out
I’ll get over it soon enough
Not that I doubt you or things that you say
You got a lot going on here today
So I’m just gonna leave it
Or give it away
I’m just tryna play it cool
I don’t have the tools to listen to you
Or tell you the truth so I’m just gonna play it cool
We only met by happy chance
When something changed I met your glance
I still remember our dance
I might have loved you
Just one look and we were deep
All those nights I couldn’t sleep
I thought of you and when we’d meet
Oh I might have loved you
I comply with your eyes
Repeating the lies
And yesterday you said everything dies
They said you were wiser
Nothing will last
Past the emotional
Faster than most and the motion is lost in
The ocean I crossed
There is no solution replacing the cost of
Pain and exhausting
Nights that we spent in the dog house
Over and over
And now what I realize
After the fact is that everything’s on us
We hold ourselves back
It’s a fine line
They say
Between what is violent and what is called play
But I wanna blur it I think I prefer it to something
That hurts me every day
We only met by happy chance
When something changed I met your glance
I still remember our dance
I might have loved you
Just one look and we were deep
All those nights I couldn’t sleep
I thought of you and when we’d meet
Oh I might have loved you
All the time we spent together might have been pretend
If only for a moment I could see her heart again
The voice I hear behind the telephone so far away
The year I spent alone I thought about her everyday
All the time we spent together might have been pretend
If only for a moment I could see her heart again
The voice I hear behind the telephone so far away
The year I spent alone I thought about her everyday