She's Crushing My Mind

What I should have been was way too possible
It’s fucked up to think like this and I’m waiting for her thoughts to kill me
Only she’s not having a thought past thinking about why
She was born this way this way
Trying not to forget her face before remembering anyways
It’s the kind of structure that breaks with everyone still on the ground
You don’t want to let it hit you, full force, nothing left to guard
You don’t want me to know, you never wanted me this way
This way, you never wanted me anyways
She wants to forget it