Always Restless

Holding back myself so long
Holding back from something special
I’ve been in my head so long
So conflicted since I met you
I just want to give you love
Give you everything that you deserve
But it’s all in vain
I always want something new, always
Keep one foot inside the door
‘Cause my life is something special
Me and what I’m living for
Changing since the day I met you
I just want to feel my worth
Give myself the things that I deserve
I cannot refrain
I always want something new, always
Always restless
Love is a battlefield
I’m stuck in the crossfire
I just want to fight it
And I know that it’s out there
I swear I won’t fall into
Another nightmare
I look down the road
And all I see is you not there