No Warning

And you don’t want no warning
Honestly it’s prolly too late
I never thought you see me like this baby
Maybe I’ve been running away
I know I’m ready for you
Ain’t that much time in a day
I know I’m ready for you
It’s everything I wanted say
I won’t leave you searching for the secrets
Time to hit the surface with the deep ones
It done took me 33 years to find my own reflection
I been swimming with these creatures
Only I can preach this, open up the text with me
Only I can show this to you, what you should expect from me
A bloody mess
They told me there was love here
It’s just murder, sex, and drugs here
Finally we penetrate it
Was sposed to keep me insulated
You told me I was safe here
Now I can’t show my face here
I been hiding in a closet full of snakes here
Brush up on my Shakespeare, yo lemme speak my faith here
I got saved and I was fire breathing
With some Paul Washer gasoline, I’ll light this dream up
In spite of me I saw my friends believe
They trust the Lord oppose His enemies
I met this girl, she had a daughter
She liked my music, told me call her
I’m rapping Jesus, with my lyrics censored
I laid with her, now she the victim
Now I’m distant — like how can I
Say these theme songs to crown my God
He watching from the falcon eye — I’m hidden on the mountain side
Scribble down these psalms, couple decades in these palms, desperate prayers
done hit these walls
The acoustics bounce 'em back upon this sinner
I’m jealous of your strength and my choices left me bitter
Now all these stages feel like winter
When everything is cold then somehow I forget her
Catch me dressing up my fears in my family photos
If you ever look for terror let my camera show you
Let my lens cover up my sins, I take another shot before you notice that you
binge
I told my cousin Bird I couldn’t stand him
Yo, ever since I’m barely standing
And I been tryna hold on to my family
So many memories abandoned
I remember innocence, I remember clarity
And I remember asking the Lord if He could carry me
I remember sentiment, and I remember charity
Now I hope these dry bones can live before they bury me
You don’t want no warning
Honestly it’s prolly too late
I never thought you see me like this baby
Maybe I’ve been running away
I know I’m ready for you
Ain’t that much time in a day
I know I’m ready for you
This is everything I wanted to say