From Zero to Nothing

Day after day, recurring self-acting gestures
I can but feel this repetition and stand benumbed
I cannot run away
My existence in dissolution
How could I break this deadly cycle
To rise instead into the light again?
I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out
But nothing ever changing
I’m wasting my own life
I am going from zero to nothing
I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out
But nothing ever changing
I’m wasting my own life
And becoming what I have sworn to never be
Time passes by in slow motion
Now I get why I have tried so hard
To keep on striving and change in someone else
I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out
But nothing ever changing
I’m wasting my own life
I am going from zero to nothing
I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out
But nothing ever changing
I’m wasting my own life
And becoming what I have sworn to never be
When there is no way out
All just become insignificant
I can’t breathe
I can’t sleep
Am I dead?
No more faith
No more hopes
No more dreams