Up and Down

Going up and going down
I see, how different you are
Of what you’re meant to be
I guess I didn’t know
What was being free
And now that I am so free
I just wanna leave
Don’t need anymore
What you gave to me
It was never enough
I hope now you can see
I swear it feels so good to breathe
To breathe fine air now that you’re not here
Sometimes it’s said
There’s no better way to start
Than starting something with an end
This is the last song I write to you
I promise
I promise to myself
Selfish is what I need to be
I need to think more of myself
Just like you did
But I am sure you still think of me
Just as I did some time ago but now I breathe
I didn’t know how it felt like
To leave the chains behind
And feel just fine
I didn’t know how it felt like
To break it all
For the last time
Going up and going down
I see, how different you are
Of what you’re meant to be
I guess I didn’t know
What was being free
And now that I am so
Free I just wanna leave
Don’t need anymore
What you gave to me
It was never enough
I hope now you can see
I swear it feels so good to breathe
To breathe fine air now that you’re not here
Going back and going forward
I can feel so much better than I was with you
I left your hugs and I left your promises
Where I wouldn’t like to go back to
I guess I was so blind I couldn’t even see
What wasn’t right in front of my eyes but in me
I guess I was so deaf I couldn’t even hear
Myself screaming right here
I didn’t know how it felt like
To leave the chains behind
And feel just fine
I didn’t know how it felt like
To break it all
For the last time
Going up and going down
I see, how different you are
Of what you’re meant to be
I guess I didn’t know
What was being free
And now that I am so
Free I just wanna leave
Don’t need anymore
What you gave to me
It was never enough
I hope now you can see
I swear it feels so good to breathe
To breathe fine air now that you’re not here
You used to love to play with marionettes
But I’m not into your show
Loving you was a Russian roulette
Where I had to die in one of the shots
My life is no longer a drama
I feel blessed I’m no longer with you
I’m hoping I will never wanna
Spend a single moment next to you
Going up and going down
I see, how different you are
Of what you’re meant to be
I guess I didn’t know
What was being free
And now that I am so
Free I just wanna leave
Don’t need anymore
What you gave to me
It was never enough
I hope now you can see
I swear it feels so good to breathe
To breathe fine air now that you’re not here
To breathe fine air now that you’re not here