Best Interests

Maybe I’m too tired to be going over this again
Can’t I just relax and think of all the nice things in my head
Will it change anything if I leave this house before going to bed
Or will I still be stuck here figuring out what went wrong from my end
Put my shoes on my feet but I can’t say
What I do, how I feel, are you still the same?
What if I get too busy looking out for everyone’s
Best interests but forget about myself am I best off?
What if I take another try
Will it change anything or will you think of me as I do?
Put my shoes on my feet but I can’t say
What I do, how I feel, are you still the same?
Will you think about what w spoke of?
I’m still trying to fix it inside my head
Will you think about what w spoke of?
I’m still trying to fix it inside my head
Maybe I’m too tired to be going over this again
Can’t I just relax and think of all the nice things