Heavy Dancing

What if my friends weren’t really friends?
What if a smile was a charade?
What if I saw just an other face?
What if a look was just a gaze?
Save me
I couldn’t keep it at bay
Soothe me
I went and threw my hopes away
No purpose, no meaning
No love, but still a heart left beating
Young beauty, swallow me whole
I know you’ve got soul
Save me
I couldn’t keep it at bay
Soothe me
I threw my hopes away
Sorrow comes, when sorrow calls
And when she does, my whole world falls
Misery, madness… I’m starting to fight it
But what if our hopes were just really misguided?
When I’m not so sure I can untie this knot,
this heavy dancing is all I’ve got