Never Be The Same

Ladders coming up again what do I do
Every ounce of my own being says run right through
I’m held captive by the ship I’m in
Mesmerized and it starts sinking in
Whistle blows I snap back to reality
She is slowly sailing deep into the sea
I’ve got to wake, this has to be a dream
I’ve got to wake, this can’t be what it seems
Never be the same
I’m already changing
Never be the same again
I know
Never be the same
I’m already changing
Never be the same again
I know
I’ve got this empty feeling that won’t go away
And yet that same old feeling’s keeping me awake
And if I could Id' tell them how I feel
Even if I had the words to heal
It’s like a never ever ending sleepless dream
Like being suspended from a sky that you can’t see
Bottom falls and you’re still standing there
Like a puppet dangling in the air
I walk into a room and I can smell the air
The walls are white and there’s no feeling anywhere
It’s colder than the life from where I came
But nothing’s colder than the life I’m in
I know