Ugly Side

One moment of peace while you are not here
Breathe free again until you reappear
Smothering all
All of us drown
Garbage in tow, oh oh oh!
You’re a virus in my head
You’re a virus and you spread all over everything
I can’t shake shake shake, I can’t shake
You might not see it’s my ugly side
I may wear a smile, but you can hear that I speak with an edge
Words getting sharp
Poison that spreads, oh oh!
Where is my shield?
Where is my forcefield when I need it most?
When I need it most
You are always there — everywhere I wanna be
Your shadow all that I see
Closing my eyes makes me kinda nervous
You’re nearby… I can feel it
I will not succumb to whatever it is you’re trying to make of me