Ode to My Willpower (Or Lack Thereof)

This might be what I amount to Someone who is used to letting the world just ignore me while I cuddle up with my LCD screen
It might just be what I need
These prescriptions make my stomach bleed
And nothing outside of my door makes me wanna get up on my feet again
Try and understand that i’m not really a fan
But I think its just who I am Picking myself up, letting myself down
Here comes another shame spiral
Topping all of this is at the bottom of my list
And one day, I might be able to pick myself off of the floor
But not today
I could give myself a chance, get in the right zone
I have way too many friends to feel this alone
And maybe I could shed some pounds and up my self-esteem
But if you only like me then, you’re probably not who I want around me
I’d rather you like the round me And maybe one day it will come to me Not to live perfunctory and I won’t be left with
Picking myself up, letting myself down
Here it comes
Topping all of this is at the bottom of my list
And maybe one day I’ll pick myself up But not today