Void

How can you be gone
Why were you taken away
You left me at the bottom of the pit
And filled it with water
How can I find meaning in this shit
This fucking embarrassment
This absolute void that I feel
How can you be gone like this
You’ve dragged me deep below
And filled me with hatred
This absolute void is my being
Sunken into despair
And now I am void
Darkness incarnate
An empty shell of failures
Finite thought span
Devoid of brilliance
Frail sense of accomplishment or ability
Suffocating in a sea of tears
Choking on my longing
It drags me deep below until I am
Sunken into despair
You’ve dragged me deep below
And filled me with this hatred
This absolute void is my being, I am
Despair
And I am nothing
Numb and careless
Haunted by overpowering nothingness
You’ve dragged me deep below
This void is my being
Despair